Evanescent

I hate to admit it. 

I'm not judging you. 

But this is what I feel about what you truly feel for me. 

It's as evanescent as this rainbow.

I'm scared to death. 

Scared of tomorrow I may have with you. 

But you know what perturbs me most?

I have loved you more than enough that I don't freakin care anymore 

of what the future holds.

 I don't want to lose you. 

Losing you will be the scariest thing in my world. 

But deep in my unfathomable heart, 

I know,

 I need to let you go.

Raindrops

                                                                

                                                       Raindrops = Reham

"I don't care how others are doing better than me, 

but I am doing better now than I was last year."

                                                              -Reham Vs. Reham Life Quote-

The rain falls gently down, and slowly fills my cup. This never would have happened, if raindrops all fell up. Just like how this rain drop girl filled my life with happiness and love. I tell you. She's one in a million.

I can't forget the day I met her. She was sitting on a small brown chair near a desktop, on a corner of a room full of papers. "That's probably her usual place" I thought to myself.

I have a good intuition. Even though I cannot see her face, I knew she was smiling back at me when I entered the room on my first day of work and introduced my self. 

Days passed and I get to learn more about her. For the past few years working in the hospital I am in, I seldom see others beyond my previous department and I never thought someone like her will become part of my life.

She loves to travel. Well, of course, I assumed coz she has no choice but to love travelling because she needs to travel everyday to get to work. She wakes up early in the morning, takes care of her two babies named Shikhah and Ahmed (and let's include her husband, in case he will read this) She goes home thereafter, and travels again.

Now look at the sky, what color do you see? She loves that color too. Just like you, It also makes her feel at ease and calm with just those colors.

Day by day, weeks by weeks, months by months and years by years, little did I know, she gained my precious trust and respect.

She's the kind of person who can laugh at the same stupid things I do. Someone who is never scared of giving me a brutal and honest advice (which is sometimes scary because it cuts through the heart), the one who never gets tired of listening to my pointless dramas over and over and over again and the first person who gets to ask how I'm feeling whenever I get sick. 

I've only known her for 2 years but the respect, love, care, and faith I have for her will remain forever even until my last breath. And I always believe that friendship isn't about who you've known the longest. It's about who walked into your life and said "I'm here for you" and proved it.

She's hard to find and lucky to have.

My Dearest Riri,

    They say, anything is possible when you have the right people there to support you. You don't even know how happy I am when we laugh and forget - momentarily about all our problems. Time will come when you won't really need me anymore and I might not need you too. We could survive without each other. Yet, we have stuck with each other through the tough parts and pretty parts of life. 

    So thank you for staying around and enriching my life. Thank you for being you. Thank you for all the laughs. Thank you my raindrops. Cheers to everlasting friendship!

Love,

Bujun

I hope we'll be friends forever, together we'll always be.

I don't think you understand just how much you mean to me.

And one day, when we part our ways, we'll think back to the past 

and think about how happy we are

cause our friendship will always last.

Happiness Has Left Me

 

Dear Happiness, 

After all these years, I can't believe I am still struggling to find you. I don't know the exact reason why I cant have you. I don't know what's wrong, I don't know why you're hiding from me. I have been trying the best of my ability to finally get you but there's always a big black wall as high as the sky blocking my way to get you. 

Oh happiness why did you leave me?

I Hope You Can

                                 

    I hope you find someone who never makes you question your own self-worth. I hope you find someone who chases you happiness as much as their own. 

    I hope you find someone who supports you in the things you are passionate about. I hope you find someone whom you can laugh with and sit in silence with and share your deepest secrets with. 

    I hope you find someone who is your lover, your partner, and your friend. I hope you find someone who treats you as their equal, who learns and grows with you and beside you. 

    I hope you find someone who appreciates all the tiny details that make up who you are. I hope you find someone who respects your heart, your family and your values. 

    I hope you find someone who reminds you that you deserve the love you give.

#Pillowthoughts

To All The Dreamers

Dear Mom and Dad,

This song is dedicated for you. You might need a translation for it but the song is all about no matter how high and impossible to reach a dream, giving up is never an option because parents will always be there to support you no matter what happens. 

Ma and Pa, words are not enough to tell you how much you mean to me. I thank God because you chose to bring me to life. I could not ask for more. 

Without you, I will never be able to face my fears. You being supportive in every step of the way, never in my thoughts to give up. You were always there for me, support and love me unconditionally even if it hurts you. The decisions and achievements I made won't come true if it's not because of you. 

Big challenges will never become bigger because I know you will always there to lift me up no matter what happens.

I love you.

This song is also dedicated to all the dreamers out there. 

Go out into the world with your passion and love for what you do, and just never give up. Just look back and you will see how proud they will be, for you. 

5 Things I Learned of No Internet For 2 weeks

We cannot deny the fact that nowadays, people are already living in the

 world of internet. 

I remember, I started learning about internet when I was a 5th grader. I was the first one who taught all my classmates and friends on how to use it. I feel like I know how to troubleshoot everything with regards about internet. 

So, you know, my internet data expired before my salary day for some reason and there was a problem with the reloading system so I thought it was the end of my life. I had no choice of course but to wait in this abyss of emptiness. 

But!

Having no internet for the past 2 weeks made me realized few things. 

1 - I got stress free! My communication with regards work became limited because I was unreachable all the time. They were stressed and I wasn't. 

2 - I mastered the sequence of the television shows to be played from my only one TV channel.

3 - I eat and drink coffee every now and then.

4 - I based the time of the day from the movie show being played (hahahaha!) *You will technically understand me if you have an MBC Channel) Plus you will learn that classic movies are awesome. ^_^ 

5 - The last but not the least, you always miss the love of your life. T_T (especially LDR lovers)

 In the end, you will still learn and understand that you can't live without internet. So despite on how stress-free you are, how you deal with things, one thing is yet to learn. 

Oh well, what to do yani? The moral lesson is that, in this modern world, you cannot live without internet. Internet is life. No matter what you do, internet exists. And even if you die, still internet lives. 

But even so, TAKE A BREAK FROM INTERNET WORLD once in a while. Just too cool down things, or to think things up. 

And yes, the internet has already changed the world. But the big changes that the internet will bring, still lie ahead and its history has just began. 

Black Hole

Here you go again. Comin into my life once in a blue moon but creates a big unfortunate impact most of the time. I really don't know what I'm feeling right now. I just feel empty. It's been bothering me for quite a long time now.

The feeling of wanting something good but no matter how many times you try, at the back of your mind, you already know the damning truth.

Most people around me are judgemental enough to say that I'm okay. I have so many things in mind. I am lonely. Pretty much. I don't know no matter how many times I tried to tell myself that it's okay, that everything is gonna be okay. But it's never okay.

I really don't understand myself. So how could you possibly understand me? You don't know anything.

Tell me something. Something that I do not know. Something that could at least make me laugh. Please tell me. Tell me anything.

7 Truths About Coronavirus

Ever since this outbreak has been assimilated all over the world, it became my kind of interest and I was slowly thriving to know the truths about this matter. I am no expert nor a scientist. But  I am a freakin learner and I am one of their so-called "front-liners". 

As we all know, this disease Coronavirus Disease (COVID-19) is a new strain that was discovered in 2019 and has not been previously identified in humans.

I am still striving to learn more about this disease but here are some 7 truths I learned and I hope this helps you to learn something as well as me. 

• TRUTH NO. 1 ---> Coronavirus is large in size where the cell diameter is 400 - 500 micrometers and for this reason, any mask prevents this entry.

• TRUTH NO. 2 ---> The virus does not settle in the air but is grounded. It means that they are unable to move. So it is not airborne or transmitted in the air. Some researchers said that when the virus becomes suspended in droplets smaller than 5 micrometers (also known as aerosols) it can stay suspended for about a half-hour. But even the World Health Organization's stand about the virus is not an airborne process. 

• TRUTH NO. 3 ---> When it falls on a metal surface, it will live for at least 12 freakin hours, so wash hands with soap and water well enough.

• TRUTH NO. 4 ---> On the fabric, it remains 9 hours. So of course, wash your damn clothes or being exposed to the sun for TWO (2) hours is enough to kill it. You can't just kill it. You can have more than enough Vitamin D as well. Remember! One of Vitamin D's important roles is keeping your immune system strong so you're able to fight off viruses and bacteria that cause illness. 

• TRUTH NO. 5 ---> The virus stays on your hands for 10 minutes. Aside from washing hands thoroughly, you can also use a hand sanitizer to prevent it. So always keep them in your pocket if you can. But you know yourself if your hands are dirty or not so read back the bold phrase of truth number 3 or take a look on ---> Proper Hand Hygiene 

• TRUTH NO. 6 ---> If the virus is exposed to a temperature of 26-27'c it will be killed as it doesn't live in hot regions. If you can, prefer drinking hot water and have sun exposure than eating ice cream and cold drinks. These viruses easily get in if the new host has a colder temperature than those hot ones. 

• TRUTH NO. 7 ---> Gargling with warm and saltwater prevents them from leaking into your lungs. It has been learned that tonsils germs lessen and thus these viruses and bacterias may have the difficulty going through your respiratory system. 

For more information about the latest live updates from the World Health Organization about Coronavirus, please tune in to ------> 

We can fight this one. We are all in this together. 

We are one! ^____^

Love in the Time of Coronavirus

I just wanna share with you all a very powerful point of view of a 10-year old young Filipina girl named Kendra when her mom Cheska asked to write a reflection on their thoughts, feelings, and learnings so far with this pandemic. (IG @clairkendrakins) 

When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken. 

-Psalms 34:17-20

Love in the Time of Coronavirus

by: Kendra Kramer

      In the year of 2020, a terrible virus called Novel - Corona 19 has stricken and killed people all over the world and this is the sad reality that we face today. But allow me to say, that in the flipside of things, I see it as a blessing in disguise. You might say, how? This is my whys..because of this virus, I have seen people, communities, and nations come together to help each other. This shows that humankind can be united and show love and care to each other. Nations can set aside their differences and show that love is above all.

        Despite this virus, families now have time to be together. No one needs to hurry to go to school, to go to work or to be too tired to talk. It is nice to see families finally come together and realize what matters the most. 

       This pandemic is helping my faith in God by trusting in him more, to lean not on my own understanding and to pray fervently not just for myself or my family but the rest of the world.

         I am afraid but,  I know my God is bigger. I know that everything will be fine soon. The thing that fills my mind at the moment is trust, love, faith, and pray. I know I have control of my mind and I want to fill it with God's promises that are found in scriptures. 

      If there is one thing that this virus is doing to people is to help us all realize we are stronger when united. 

         In the end, prayer is still our best option. Who knows what tomorrow may bring but for me, my faith in God and his promises is enough.   

May GOD bless us all! 

To My Dearest Engel

There are so many things in this world that I cannot explain. The moment I laid my eyes on you, I thought I heard God whisper "He's the one." That was probably the reason why no matter how much pain, love, happiness and sadness I felt those times, I can never let go. 

Do you still remember how we met?

I still remember how I remembered you though. You made me laugh so freakin hard that day that even when I got home, the thought that you made me laugh was flabbergasting. It's not that no one has ever made me giggle like you did but the difference was I fell in love with it. And I fell in love with you.

Until such time that we have to part ways for quite sometime because of some expected events (hahaha, you know what I mean) yet, love moves in mysterious ways they say. Our love story has a lot of stories. It was never ordinary.

So here it is. I have a message for you.

Babe,

Just like an angel, you always protect and loved me unconditionally. You have so many reasons to leave but you never gave up. Despite my mood swings and bad days, you were always there for me to understand and made me feel that It's gonna be okay. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for the pure love and acceptance you have showed  coz that's so important to me. Every beat of my heart belongs to you, every ray of sunshine comes from you and every whiff of air that I breath, I breath for you.It's never enough to say what I feel for you right now. I adore you. I really, really do. And I just want to be with you for the rest of my life.

I want to be your dearest thing because I love you more than anything. I can't stop thinking about you because you are one handsome guy that I just met by chance and I'll never regret that incredible incidence. So now that we are finally married, God will always be the center of this union. No matter how hard life will be, let's never give up on each other.

I believe in you, the person you will grow to be and the couple we will be together. With my whole heart, I take you as my husband, acknowledging and accepting your faults and strengths as you do mine. I promise to be faithful and supportive and to always make our family's love and happiness my priority. I will be yours in plenty and in want, in sickness and in health, in failure and in triumph. I will be with you, celebrate with you and walk beside you and to whatever our lives may bring. You are my person, my love and my life, today and always. I love you Babe :)

In a world full of deceit and lies, 

I feel lucky when I see the love in your eyes.

Better than I was, more than I am. 

All of this happened 

by taking your hand.

I am very proud to call you my friend, 

happy to call you my lover 

and blessed to call you my husband.

Sincerely yours, 

Always and Forever

Mrs. Junalie S. Pareda

Lords Mobile: Guild Fest Strategies

Guild fest has always been my one of the most awaited event in the game. Aside from team work, you will also be able to determine those competitive ones. Well, who wouldn't want to become the number one, right?

I myself is a hardcore guild fest player. I always strive to get the highest points in the event and luckily most of the time, I tend to get the highest spot (It's because I ALWAYS do HELL EVENTS) It's also an advantage for me since I am an r4. In my guild, our goal is to have at least above 100 points in every attempt and no room for mistakes. But of course, you can't control everybody especially those who also have life other than the game. 

So, here are some good quest that could help your guild attained higher tiers!

Of course this is the highest point in the game. I always strive to achieve this freakin hell event. But of course, it needs a looooot like a looooot of speedups, GEMS and PATIENCE. And to tell you honestly, 16 freakin hours is not enough. It's not really advisable for f2p players. Unless, they have at least 100k - 300k of saved gems.

This is good if you have an alt account with an infirmary of at least a 150k bed capacity and youve got some pretty good resources. (It's not nice if you're going to attack other players in the middle of guild fest)

If you're willing to spend your 50k gems, spend this one on either research, battle hall, prison, academy and treasure trove. ONLY.

I recommend this quest BUT before you proceed, make sure you stock a lot of resources and most of the time, captain special bundle appears. This is 8x Cargo ship trades = 2 days to complete.

If you're such a very hardcore, well this quest is for you. I tried this once and I promised myself not to get this quest ever again. I remember on my old once-loved guild, I was on my last quest and I was doing this one, I even alarmed for minutes and minutes and when I entered the game I was kicked out because my GL said I failed my last attempt. #anywaypastispastletsmoveonlol.

At least you've got quite a lot of energy for monsters to hit and just hit level 1s until you succeed. If you're on a Chinese guild, just relocate to some far away place to hit level 1 coz they don't like you're hitting common monsters. 

The most simple and easiest quest to ever do.

The most easy to do but needs a lot of patience and good eyesight to find higher tiles and must race faster than the others. But before you decide that you will gather for the rest of the event, don't forget to change your talent reset to gathering, apply gathering boost (either 24hours or 1 week) and your two best gathering gear the noceros mask and lightning guard.

The holy stars quest are my most favorite one. These holy stars quest has 2 options. Either this 30k holy stars or the 50k starts which is worth 149 points. So save enough holy stars if you can. 

These quests that I have presented above are just samples if you wanted to help your guild reach higher tiers. It's still up all to you how you manage the fest.  ^_*

Any further questions, ask me! :)

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