Evanescent

I hate to admit it. 

I'm not judging you. 

But this is what I feel about what you truly feel for me. 

It's as evanescent as this rainbow.

I'm scared to death. 

Scared of tomorrow I may have with you. 

But you know what perturbs me most?

I have loved you more than enough that I don't freakin care anymore 

of what the future holds.

 I don't want to lose you. 

Losing you will be the scariest thing in my world. 

But deep in my unfathomable heart, 

I know,

 I need to let you go.