Wednesday, April 01, 2020

Black Hole




Here you go again. Comin into my life once in a blue moon but creates a big unfortunate impact most of the time. I really don't know what I'm feeling right now. I just feel empty. It's been bothering me for quite a long time now.

The feeling of wanting something good but no matter how many times you try, at the back of your mind, you already know the damning truth.

Most people around me are judgemental enough to say that I'm okay. I have so many things in mind. I am lonely. Pretty much. I don't know no matter how many times I tried to tell myself that it's okay, that everything is gonna be okay. But it's never okay.

I really don't understand myself. So how could you possibly understand me? You don't know anything.

Tell me something. Something that I do not know. Something that could at least make me laugh. Please tell me. Tell me anything.

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