Last Day

Every story has an end. But in life, every ending is just a new beginning. 

Time flies so fast that we haven't noticed it's already been the 365th day today. 

All throughout the year, I thank God for giving me the chance to fulfill my dream and to experience life alone. 2015 gave me all the adventures I could ever asked for.  But, it's time to say goodbye.. :( 

2015. This year, God has given me a wonderful experience which I never expected to come. Thank you Oh God for giving such a blessing and thank you for making me believe that dreams do come true. I have so much in mind right now that I can't think anymore what to write. All I know is Thank you and to all the people I have hurt, please forgive me. To all the people I made a promise yet until now I wasn't able to fulfill it, please forgive me as well. I'll be able to give what you deserved soon. To my mama and papa, you both are great blessings God could ever give. I really really thank Him for giving you as my ma and pa.

Mama, I'm sorry for the past years that I have given you so many heartaches and burdens. I'm sorry for being such a hard headed human but I want you to know that I love you so much and that thank you for supporting me all the way. Being away from you is always been hard for you, I know that. But sometimes ma, It's for the good of everybody. It's not that I will be away forever. Just don't miss me too much because you know how much I am emotionally vulnerable each time I see you cry. Papa my everdearest. They know how much I am such a papa's gurl. It can't be hide. I remember the time when you first knew that I will be leaving home soon, you gave all your best to convince me that it was fake, Heheh. But until such time, maybe God made a way to let you realize that It wasn't, and that you are not dreaming, you supported me even if it will hurt you if I go away. Thank you Pang for everything.  I love you Both! 

To my Only Love Let destiny find its way for us to be together. I never expected anything but you came and accepted me for who I am. We may not be able to hold each other today, but I want you to know that you have my back. I support you in everything you wanna do. Take time, have fun and hoping to see you soon. 

 

to my new family here in KSA, Female Ward, my start has never been easy for you and for me. I have things that only I understand and sometimes, you tend to misunderstood. But as time goes by, I saw myself being with you as my family and friends. We all are away from our families and we were the only one who could defend, love and care for each other. Thank you for being mean, caring, bully, loving and most especially protecting me for everything. I am blessed that I came to this place and have met all of you. We still have a lot to learn about each other and hoping for the great friendship in the future.

 Ate Tin, my roommate and who served as my elder sister. Ate tin, more blessings and life to come for both of us. I remember the first time I came here and you were always there waiting for me to stop crying and offer me food even if we really don't have food to eat. And I hope, sabay tayong aalis.  More joys and laughter ahead of us!  More chickas and spending special occasions together, hehe. Kawawa naman tayo. Thank you for taking care of me always. ^_^

For Everyone We don't get a chance to do that many things, and everyone should be really excellent. Because this is our life. Life is brief and then you die, you know? So, it better be damn good. It better be worth it. And as I always say, if you let fear rules your life, you'll never have the chance to do the things to want to do. So don't be afraid to take a leap of faith. Coz until you spread your wings, you will have no idea how far you can fly. 

2016. Here I come! Please bring happiness and joy to our lives, Please be good to us. Make our everyday, beautiful. :) 

Regards,

Bujun