I'm Not Sorry

Let's be honest - you don't like me because you don't like yourself. I've never done anything to hurt you or to make your life worst. Becoz If i did, I could understand hating me. But since the only reason you have is that you don't like who I am, or the choices I make; I'm left to realize that it's something in me that reminds me of something about yourself you don't like. And I'm not sorry.

Ever since I came here, there's this one human being who keeps getting on my nerves. I have never done anything to this person. We don't even have this usual conversations or whatever memories so far but whenever I try to talk to her or make some conversations, as if I am Invisible.

Like as if I am being left hanging on a cliff.

It feels uncomfortable of course. It's like you've been stabbed a million times, yet you still manage to get up and act like nothing happened. (worst!)

I admit, I am not a human pleaser. I make mistakes, I fart, I get happy from simple things, I cry. But come on! Don't act as if your a deaf. It makes me dumb.

Anyhow, I just can't contain being like this because I have never experience this in my whole life.

I know I will never be able to completely ignore people who don't like me for no reason. I hate it when people have the wrong impression of me and it's so hard to want to control the need to say "No, that's not who am I at all!"

But at this point, I try to encourage people not to try and defend themselves. If you know who you are, then you don't need to defend yourself. Okidoki?

#Fighting