Accidents do happen at any time of any day.
And when it does, you'll feel all these kind of emotions/feelings you've never felt before, and you tend to become a very pessimistic person, like really.
Actually I took this out for granted coz I thought, "ahh it's just a normal knee sprain". Besides, before coming back to Saudi Arabia, I had this XRAY to checked if there were some fractures (coz I swear to God, I heard a cracking sound)
I was taking pain meds to relieved the pain. Many times I went back to Accident and Emergency but the doctor who saw me said to just wait for the appointment, and be reassessed by the Ortho team. Well, makes sense.
I waited for a week for the appointment and really the pain was already unbearable. Initially, the Ortho doctor cannot assessed my knee due to severe pain. That day, I was given 7 days sick leave to help reduce the pain and swelling, and been prescribed with muscle relaxant and pain medications.
A week after, the swelling did not subside and the pain meds just giving me few hours effect. I cannot walk. It turned out to be, a patellar dislocation.
I feel bad for my colleagues coz they had no choice but to adjust their schedules for me. Most of them had their overtime maximized because of me. I was hopeless and depressed.
However, whenever someone also prays for you, you become someone who gets energized and you just feel the presence of God.
My colleagues, I thank them so much for being soooo understanding. There were some people who had helped me in SOOO MANY WAYS, encouraged, and even prayed for my well-being,
I pray to God to bless them more each and everyday. I cannot thank them all enough for what they did, but I’ll never forget. I remember everyone.
THANK YOU Jesus. Thank you Mama, Papa, and to all my family.
P.S
Although I am still on the verge of the healing process, I still pray for more moral strength to venture this challenge, and more hope in the next coming days.